Are you?

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts

She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

(By Taylor's Swift)

This lyric almost what i'm doing now. Hmm...are you belong to me? or is just a fake hope to me?

no idea with it, just be natural bah.. :)

Back to Normal

Well, once again i'm back to my own life again, and i don't know when i can have a life with full of love, happiness, colors, beautiful and peaceful. Just a simple life, i will be much more happy than to have a luxury life with full of liars, fake and man/woman in mask peoples.

Now, the only way i can do is, wait and wait and wait for the one who will choose to fix the broken hearted and lack of confidence me. Hmm, wondering when the time will come. 

From Dusk to Dawn

The dawn brings with it a new day

And yet the mind shrouded by her image.

The very second the eye opens there she is lingering in my mind

Not able to forget that smile on her face

As the darkness is pierced by a ray of light

It is as so when I see her

Always bringing happiness to my heart

As I talk to her, my heart gives a little smile for I dare not show it to her

Like a dream it was when I spent time with her

Each time she laughed was a self achievement within me

Her actions have left me searching for her.

As we part at the end of the day,

The happiness stays on but the sense of sadness creeps in slowly.

For it seems impossible…..

As the night settles, I lay in bed trying to sleep

But only to find my mind to be shrouded again with her image when dawn reaches again.